16 November 2008, 9:35 pm
I met this guy from my space November 7, 2008. After talking for a few weeks. He said he would like to meet me sometime. This is what he said in his emails to me.(i would love to meet you sometime. and ,its never the wrong time to go jeepin. how do you know that im a special person????????? no body has ever said that to me. you look like you would be fun to hang out with.) I live in Niles he lives in Elkhart, IN. I drove to Elkhart met and had dinner with him. We were both nervous, but we continued or date and went to the movie. We both wanted to touch each other in the theater but were still both nervous and uncomfortable. When the movie was over I took a hold of his hand and we held hands until we got to our cars. Then we both gave each other big bear hugs, which both lingered for 5 to 10 secs. Then he said let me know when you want to go out again sometime. Now we both are 25 unemployed and live at home with our parents. He had to move back into his mom's house to save money. So he said in all of his emails hope to seen you soon. When I scheduled another date for Tuesday Nov. 11 I had him come to my house. He said can't wait to see you. So when he got to my house we went on a road trip to St.Joe MI walked to the end of the light house pier joking and laughing together, then walked along the shore doing the same. On the way home we both held hands. Got back to my place and watched a movie down in the basement on a 92" projector screen with 4 theater recliner seats. We both layed down next to each other holding, kissing. When movie was over we fooled around a little touching kissing rubbing. We both had our shirts off thats all. After that he left, and we both had fun. So then on Wed. Nov. 12 I wrote (How are you feeling today. I just wanted to tell you my greatest most exciting news since the day I turned 18. I received my release letter from the State of Michigan. So now I officially have my license back now. I don't have to feel guilty anymore driving around without anything. Talk to you later, Bye.) Then he said back(great news for you!!! feeling broke and depressed. i sat at home till i babysat for gas money, then came here to say hi to you. i had fun with you last night and hope to see you soon.) Then I didn't hear from him until early Saturday afternoon. Friday evening I had emailed his sister from my space saying(I know this seems odd. I'm Emily, Ryan and I just started seeing each other. He had mentioned you are his sister. I wanted to ask and make sure he is ok, because I haven't heard from him since Wednesday. And he hasn't been online. He had said in his last email he was feeling depressed. I know what depressed feels like cause I've been dealing with it for 13 years now. I guess you could say I am a little worried, because I care about him. So I'm just checking to see if he is alright. When you finish reading this could you get back to me. Thanks.) She then told me(hi Emily, Last I heard was last night he fell out of a tree and got a cut on his finger. I only know because he called our mom. I live with her. As far as I know he's doing fine. If he comes by tomorrow I will tell him to get ahold of u.) I contacted her because I was worried, and cared about him, you know he said he was feeling depressed. So after 2 days he calls me on his sisters cell phone, I said you didn't have too and he said I wanted to. Yes he fell out of a tree trying to make some money fall clean up trimming limbs and cut his finger. So I said what are your plans for today and he said he wasn't sure, he thinks he was going to his grandparents house for something and then he'd let me know later. That's the last I heard from him. Here's what I think happened he came to my house saw what I had, I live in a very nice home about 2480sq.ft. But its my parents home none of it is mine. But were not rich, my dad is only one thats working my mom and I are not. So do you think he's not interested in me no more and is jealous of what I have. And do you think he got upset that I contacted his sister about him. Help me.... Read More »